I went to the mall tonight to do the small amount of Christmas shopping I needed to do. The mall was crazy and I immediately wanted to get out as soon as I stepped out of my car and into the mall itself. I made my way through the mall and a new experience came over me. I started seeing so many things I wanted to buy for the people in my life. Usually I have a problem with finding gifts but since this year I'm not buying my family presents (on account of our family's Christmas trip) I'm finding myself unable to ignore the perfect presents I see everywhere.
I wanted to buy all of my friends amazing presents, then buy wonderful wrapping paper to be able to see the amazing looks on their faces when they open the presents I bought them. To see the joy on their faces would be wonderful! I, however; am without the financial means to do this. I am without the financial means to do anything right now. The price of living my dream has finally caught up with me and I have no money, I laugh at this thought because I would rather live in a cardboard box than go back to a regular day job. I love Arbonne and I love being able to choose my life, I can't give that up, I need to make it work.
So when I am a wonderfully financially stable person I will be buying presents for everyone, not just at Christmas but when I see something that reminds me of a person I can just buy it. I won't need to worry, won't need to agonize over every penny spent.
I also want to bring my friends on awesome trips, and to the spa when I am wonderfully financially stable, to be able to just say lets celebrate for all the support they have given me over the years. I love my friends and family and cannot wait to be able to show it.
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