I have spent the month planting seeds with Arbonne and as much as I have been trying things are not going the way I want them to. They are going to be good for my business eventually but they will not provide me the money I need to support myself. I currently only have enough money to pay one more months rent and then I won't have any money left. This is not only disappointing because I have to go back to working for someone else but I am scared I won't be able to handle it. Scared I will get caught up in working another job and Arbonne will fall to the way side, scared I will never get to the point I want to in Arbonne.
I've become complacent over the last couple of days facing this decision. I feel nothing concerning the situation, I'm not sure if I'm numb or if I'm not letting myself feel anything regarding the situation. I think I have just wanted Arbonne to work out so much for so long that I don't know how I let it fall through my fingers. I love the life I have created for myself and I want to hold onto it but I don't know how to do that.
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